Today was the first time i put in a swimming suit this year aka after ny 15 lbs muscle gain.

I didnt have time to look on the mirror at first because i was busy with getting my girls ready and just didnt give two fucks at the moment.

We went out after changing and i realized my swimming suit bottom was having a hard time covering my ass. This made me feel a little insecure but i thought to myself confidence is the beauty in all of us.

I strutted my shit all over that pool. Then i actually had a chance to look in the mirror and there were two skinny high school girls standing next to me.

Internally i prepared myself for the “ugh, i dont look that good” feeling but to my surprise….i LOVED what i saw.

A strong, fit and healthy mother of two who could kick some ass and had some awesome booty!

Tooting my own horn today….TOOT TOOT

Slept after getting home from work this morning

Took girls to state park that has an awesome sand bottom pool and swam for three hours

Going to go home and shove pizza in my face

Then finishing off my day by killin some deads before work.

I really need to buy myself more preworkout sups. Can’t believe the difference.

Today was bench and i really struggled with it. I worked hard though and pushed through it.

While running my 8k some jackass was making bacon right next to the trail.

HOW DARE THEY

Final time on my 8k this morning. Did not feel like a very good run. I struggled through a lot of it.

Managed to pull 4th female and 2nd in age group.

Next race is in a few weeks and we are doing a mud run. Hope i can move my mega-ass a little faster next time.

I dont usually complain about hard work but today was killer.

Since the weather has been such horseshit and today was one of the nicest days in a long time, i had to catch up on a lot of the farm projects.

Had to mow a chunk if the pasture, till a large area where they put in our new septic and then seed it.

Even after all that and getting sweaty and dirty i went and did a puketastic leg workout.

And then work tonight.

I AM UNSTOPPABLE

That is what this week is composed of for me.
I decided that instead of doing a “deload week” i will just a change my rep scheme.

So three weeks heavy and one week light.

Today was back. High rep deads are simply insane!!!

vuddha:

But every day when I leave the gym, I know I took one step closer to becoming a stronger me. I know that when I step up to that barbell, I take a step closer to becoming the ideal version of myself that I see in my mind.. And that’s all that matters to me.

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